The Heart of Loadshedding
have a braai
loadshedding know why
have a drink
loadshedding stink
watch the clock
loadshedding won't stop...
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Published: October 31, 2023
In the wake of the night, I rise with a temperature.
My heart is racing like a galloping horse.
I gasp for air.
Shaken as though I could not believe myself,
Was it real or just a dream?
It was then that I realized it was all a dream.
A dream that broke through the walls of my mind,
It was so close I could almost feel it,
The moment it touches you, the hair rises off your skin.
Emotions have haunted me daily.
I feel trapped in anxiety.
Afraid to close my eyes.
I lay awake thinking.
What is it?
Why can't I figure this out?
What does it mean?
Drifting into exhaustion as I deepen into darkness.
Navigating through life and staying woke.
As if a bird falling asleep while flying,
I crash into a blackout,
overtaken by numbness.
Sleeping without knowing I'm back in motion pictures.
A glimpse of moments that bring with them secrets,
I feel weary about my every move.
I turn my eyes to see it all.
I can't seem to gain control.
Everything happens as if it is to perform.
Wake up!
The fear of a nightmare can be heart-shaking. I was afraid of closing my eyes to avoid having a bad dream. Yet, it left me depriving myself of resting my mind and heart. This nightmare revealed my deepest thoughts, fears and desires.
have a braai
loadshedding know why
have a drink
loadshedding stink
watch the clock
loadshedding won't stop...
If you look at the story from an ignorant point of view you will find it quite stupid.
But have you ever to come know, searching affection and selfish attention.
A moment of pure joy and happiness with no doubt.
A gift shared with the art of giving and receiving.
From the dark into the grey, out comes the orange.
Behind the side hides.
Blue as the world awakens.
They shine bright in the day.
I never thought this day would come.
I wish this could go on forever...